Obligatory post before heading off to work.
Well, not exactly before, but near as dammit… I will have some food first, like 
Anyways, I’m a victim of my own imagination sometimes - and it makes me sad. So, in order to not give my imagination any unnecessary fuel I’ve had to make some very hard decisions.
The first of which was most probably the hardest decision I’ve had to do in a long while. I’m not going to go into it at this moment in time, but it is quite an important decision for me at the moment. Once that has happened, the other decisions I have will fall into place quite snugly.
Anyways, I’m eating my noodles at the mo’, so that’s why it seems I’m taking so long to post.
Except you, as reader, have no concept of the time frame of this composition :-S Meh!
Right, these decisions of mine will possibly become apparent as the weeks go on, but they need to be done. As my whole attitiude has changed somewhat recently, as many may have observed, and change within demands change without.
Which is a shame.
But necessary.
And on a different note:
“I hold my breath as this life starts to take its toll
I hide behind a smile as this perfect plan unfolds
But oh, God, I feel I’ve been lied to
Lost all faith in the things I have achieved”
These lyrics are from “Away From Me” by Evanescence. It’s strange, but they seemed very relevant to how I have been feeling, both of late and for some time. I could go into how they’re relevant, but that would be like reading a horoscope for today tomorrow.
Anyways, I now have to take the stance of not being the victim, it doesn’t help none and makes me look pathetic. My apathy will have to go for a start (that’s the “smile” in the lyrics) and I’ll have to stick to my convictions. It’ll be hard, but rewarding.
The other piece of philosophical wizrdry that I’m trying to introduce in my life is one of “do something that makes the day memorable” - this is not necessarily to go bungee jumping, or jumping out of a plane, but to do something that’ll make the day stick in my head forever. Be it good or bad.
And so, we get to the end of my little prose.
I hope that people read this, but I’m not going to lose any sleep over it if they don’t.
So,
Laters!
:o)